So I started back to work this week. And as you can see in the above pictures it has been hard on Riley too. Or wait he looks just fine accept for when I am in the picture with him...but that is really Michaels fault because he was the one Riley was looking at when he took those pictures. These pictures are from my lunch break on Monday, my first day back. The day itself was actually not as bad as I thought it would be. I cried over the weekend and cried myself to sleep Sunday night, and other than someone asking me first thing Monday morning if I had cried when I left, I never even thought about tears. I miss Riley some during the day, but I do enjoy putting on real clothes, doing my hair and wearing make up. Going 6 hours without being spit up on is nice. I think in my dream world I would do this job 3-4 days a week and get to be with RIley 3-4 days and my life would be perfect. I am not so sure I would be very good at the life of a SAHM...which absolutly shocks me. But I feel a little bit more like myself now that I am back at work. Now if I can get back into communicating with my friends and family...returning phone calls and being social then I will really be in balance again!
So I started back to work this week. And as you can see in the above pictures it has been hard on Riley too. Or wait he looks just fine accept for when I am in the picture with him...but that is really Michaels fault because he was the one Riley was looking at when he took those pictures. These pictures are from my lunch break on Monday, my first day back. The day itself was actually not as bad as I thought it would be. I cried over the weekend and cried myself to sleep Sunday night, and other than someone asking me first thing Monday morning if I had cried when I left, I never even thought about tears. I miss Riley some during the day, but I do enjoy putting on real clothes, doing my hair and wearing make up. Going 6 hours without being spit up on is nice. I think in my dream world I would do this job 3-4 days a week and get to be with RIley 3-4 days and my life would be perfect. I am not so sure I would be very good at the life of a SAHM...which absolutly shocks me. But I feel a little bit more like myself now that I am back at work. Now if I can get back into communicating with my friends and family...returning phone calls and being social then I will really be in balance again!
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I sorry you had to leave Riley for the first time this week! I look forward to catching up with you once you get your like balanced :) love you! Linds
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