More on sleep

I am sorry I am boring anyone who actually reads the words on this blog...but sleep is the focus of our lives this week. Next week I will start complaining about being back in school and my almost MBA. But I just want to add that I am sleepy today which is pitiful since Riley slept so well last night. But it gave me the opportunity to worry. In fact I was nervous falling asleep and then finally after waking several times I had to go downstairs and check on him at 2:45. He was stirring a bit so I couldn't get too close to the crib for fear he would see me/or hear me. So I trucked it back to bed and laid down fully expecting to wake up to crying in the near future. When I didn't hear him until a little before 6 I was just glad to hear him. And I really missed him last night when I went to bed. It is completely true that so much about parenting is harder on the parent. Weird that I am "parenting". I wonder if I will ever get used to being the mom?